Monday, April 14, 2008
Thirteenth
Monday, April 7, 2008
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Summer's Here
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Topsy Turvy
Friday, March 14, 2008
Forever
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Happy Women's Month
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies
I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size
But when I start to tell them
They think I'm telling lies.
I say
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips
The stride of my steps
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please
And to a man
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees
Then they swarm around me
A hive of honey bees.
I say
It's the fire in my eyes
And the flash of my teeth
The swing of my waist
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.
Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say
It's in the arch of my back
The sun of my smile
The ride of my breasts
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.
Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say
It's in the click of my heels
The bend of my hair
The palm of my hand
The need for my care.
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me
Thursday, February 28, 2008
What's in a name? (Part 2)
Friday, February 22, 2008
Left Behind
Choices… try as you may to avoid them, they always have to be made at one point or another. And it’s funny how one choice that you make could speak so much of what’s really on your head… of what your priorities are.
Everything has been going great for you. We’ve never anticipated such things to happen, but they did. And I’m happy for you. I truly am. You deserve every good thing that’s coming your way simply because of how good a person you are. And I am so proud of you.
But despite this, I have this all-too-familiar feeling of loneliness starting to clutch my being. I feel overshadowed. And while it’s true that you never fail to tell me that you love me, I can’t help but feel all the more alone.
You are slipping away… far beyond my reach. I am so afraid that there would come a time when you would already be out of sight. To where I could no longer hold you… to where I could no longer see you. You are not turning away but everything seems to be conspiring to pull you away from me. And they just might succeed.
Along with my fear is a nagging uncertainty… Do you need me because you love me? Or do you love me because you need me? If the latter is true then I know that sometime soon, I would no longer be of use to you. There are people and circumstances that can provide your wants and needs much better than I could. Your hopes and dreams are coming true. While I am starting to blend in with the walls. I’m fading away. And you’re letting me…
And I feel the bitter cold creeping its way up to me, as I am being left behind…
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Happy Heart's Day
Monday, February 4, 2008
All Jazzed Up
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
To You
So many times have I longed to look at your face and see LOVE in your eyes. But unfortunately, that time never did come, and it probably never will. So many months have I spent, hoping that the moment would come wherein “YOU” and “ME” would become “US”, when there would be one thought and feeling to bind us together. But as I stare into your eyes and search for my portrait, I see another face in your subconscious.
Many silent moments have I spent thinking of you, and I would then realize how hard it is to forget what I feel for you. You already are so much a part of me. Many times have I sought the opportunity to express how I feel, but my heart would retreat to its own dark corner, for the simple reason that your heart belongs to someone else. The fact that our paths have crossed just isn’t enough – we could not reach a common destination. If only we could walk side by side, hand in hand, we could go anywhere we want, and arrive at anyplace we please.
For now, it is as though the further we go, the closer we become. I guess I should be content with what I have, because a true and lasting friendship is priceless, far better than a limited love. LOVE IS SACRIFICING… Now I know the true meaning of these words. If at all I should LOVE… and LET GO… my soul would still whisper that I LOVE YOU SO…
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written on a cold winter night... Sukagawa 2006...
Monday, January 21, 2008
What's in a name?
Monday, January 14, 2008
Tenth
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Interview with God
I dreamed I had an interview with God. “So you would like to interview me?” God asked. “If You have the time,” I said. God smiled. “My time is eternity. What questions do you have in mind for me?” “What surprises You most about humankind?” God answered... “That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.” “That they lose their health to make money... and then lose their money to restore their health.” “That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future.” "That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived.” God’s hand took mine and we were silent for a while. And then I asked... “As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons You want your children to learn?” “To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved.” “To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others.” “To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness.” “To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them.” “To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.” “To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply have not yet learned how to express or show their feelings.” “To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it differently.” “To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.” "Thank You for Your time," I said humbly. "Is there anything else You would like your children to know?" God smiled and said, “Just know that I am here... always.”